Beneath the Mask
There are two characters described in the Book of Esther who are extreme opposites one to another; they are Haman and Mordechai.
Haman was a manifestation of absolute evil. He was a descendant of the people of Amalek, about who the Torah commands:
“Remember what Amalek did to you on the way, when you went out of Egypt… you shall obliterate the remembrance of Amalek from beneath the heavens. You shall not forget!”[1]
Mordechai, the other extreme, was the leader of the Jewish people who stood up to the evil Haman. When the King commanded that everyone bow to Haman, The book of Esther states, “Mordechai would neither kneel nor prostrate himself.”[2]
It is therefore surprising to read that the Talmud states:
Rava said: A person is obligated to drink on Purim until he does not know the difference between "cursed be Haman" and "blessed be Mordechai".[3]
How is it that the celebration of Purim, the celebration of the triumph over the evil Haman, is achieved through the blurring of the lines that divide good from evil? Why do we celebrate the salvation of the Jews from Haman’s evil decree by losing the ability to differentiate between Haman and Mordechai?
Everything in this world has a soul. Every created being has a spark of the creator that gives it life and meaning. This is true not just about creations that are holy and in sync with their divine source, but rather this is true about each and every creation.
What is the soul of evil?
The soul of evil is its very purpose. The purpose of evil, the reason it was created in the first place, was in order for the evil to be destroyed, and for its inner spark and energy to be transformed to holiness, thus adding fuel to the holiness. Let us look, as an example, to the story of the book of Esther. In the final analysis, much of what Haman did was, indeed, used for good. Haman was the one who advised King Achashverosh to kill Queen Vashti. It was Haman, then, that was the cause of the rise of Esther. When the king asked Haman: "What should be done to a man whom the king wishes to honor?", Haman, thinking he was the man the king wished to honor, gave the suggestion that was then used to honor Mordechai, symbolising that the tide was about to turn and Haman was about to face his downfall[4]. The gallows Haman commissioned to build in order to hang Mordechai, were ultimately used to hang Haman.
The date Haman chose for the destruction of the Jews, became the day of their salvation. The month Haman chose for the destruction of the Jews, the month of Adar, became the most joyous month on the Jewish Calendar. The home of Haman, his position, possessions and power, were not destroyed, but rather they were given to Esther who then gave them to Mordechai. The Purim story is a story of transformation. As the verse states: “the month that was transformed for them from grief to joy and from mourning to a festive day”.[5]
Purim, then, teaches us to look beneath the mask.
When we look around the world we see good and we see evil. We see good and evil as opposites. We understand that the good in the world seeks to bring us closer to our Divine purpose, seeks to bring us in touch with our inner core, and seeks to strengthen our bond to our creator. On the other hand we perceive evil, as that which is here to distract us from being true to our true self, as that which is here to pull us away from our relationship with G-d.
We see good and evil as two opposite forces. In our mind, evil is cursed and good is blessed. We see “Haman is cursed” and “Mordechai is blessed” as two opposites that have nothing in common.
Until we celebrate the Purim feast.
At the Purim feast we drink wine, which has the quality of revealing secrets, as the sages teach: “when wine enters the secrets emerge”.[6] We drink the wine and discover the best kept secret: evil was placed here by G-d, not in order to pull us away from G-d, but rather so that we destroy it and elevate its energy. We drink the wine and we can hear the soul of evil calling on us to destroy its outer layers and extract and elevate its essence. We hear the soul of the “house of Haman” yearning to be transformed to the possession of Mordechai.
We drink the wine, discover the secret, and we realize that deep down both good and evil have the same spark, both are here to strengthen our connection to G-d.
We drink the wine until we see the soul and purpose of everything, including evil. We drink until we realize that there is no difference between "cursed be Haman" and "blessed be Mordechai".[7]
[1] Deuteronomy 25:17-19.
[2] Esther 3:2.
[3] Tractate Megillah, 7b.
[4] Esther: 6:11: And Haman took the raiment and the horse, and he dressed Mordecai and paraded him in the city square and announced before him, "So shall be done to the man whom the king wishes to honor!"
[5] Esther 9:22.
[6] Talmud, Eiruvin 65a.
[7] Based on the teachings of the Rebbe, Likutey Sichos Vayikra volume 7 Sicha 3.